Dust in Wind

It's funny how fast things can change. Some expected, others not. For instance, I was completely joyful and now I don't want to be around a large group of people...anti-social if you will. Yet I'd like to have a close friend to just sit and talk to right now, perhaps around a camp fire, away from life. I feel down for some reason. How do you feel down when things seem to be going well? It's just a reminder of how fleeting things are in this life. The one true thing that actually will last are the souls of humans and I can only know so much of someone else's soul.

So I sit here now, with no one. Yet God is here with me. There's comfort in this, but I feel a need for someone to talk to. Perhaps I rely on too many other things for comfort than just God Himself? I feel like I have so many unanswered questions right now. I don't know if this has made any sense at all, but it's nice to write it out. In short, I long to be at my true home with my true Father.

This morning was awesome with prayer. After prayer I got to hang out with Ray and it was awesome. A good brother and friend. We went to G-ville had some stickyfingers and had a great waiter listening to Stevie Wonder on the way. Got to throw baseball today and got some studying done.

With all that I have and with all that's going for me...I want more. More opportunities to witness. More brothers fighting the same fight with the same heart. More chances to experience God's work and character.

Everything is so fleeting. Find truth and hold it with all you got.