I don't know the last time I've experienced so many emotions at one time. I wake up early feeling great and go for a run...then I relax and I'm calm. I have an awesome quiet time with my best bud. I pay attention in a boring class...I fall under pressure in swing dance...I have a great talk with Ben...I learned a lot and applied about the talk tonight at Crusade...I'd never been so nervous in my life...and it was just to ask a gal on a date? are you serious? She says we'll talk later...what's that mean? then get intense in football...then get light hearted and baffled in football...get serious after a nice cold shower and experience a blessing talking to a friend...told a friend happy birthday and goofed off...then my friend is talking about dating a girl that is no good for him! and all I can think is...what in the world is going on? Things are changing...actions are being taken...right or wrong I know not...I only hope. The lesson I keep getting taught is that there is nothing on earth that will ever satisfy me...no matter how much I hope that there is something here. Are you kidding me? why do I care about having anything here? What is there here that can satisfy me!? NOTHING...ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...so it comes from a relationship with my Father by the blessing of my Brother who died for me that I might be adopted to His family and through the Spirit that lives with in me. So I have peace. The war is strong and is yet to end...
You got anything left? bring it...I'm here there's nothing that can be done to take away this love.
As a servant, I long for nothing left to lose...nothing on this world belongs to me...all is my Father's...so who can be against me?
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