Another week gone by of school/guitar hero/dancing/fellowship/sports/dominating the old men in some frisbee golf, and yet there is still that something missing. The something that brings joy to you each day that you just can't wait to throw off the covers to meet the new day and the excitement to come. I am probably the most confused about life now than ever.
All I know to do is work on discipline and to take things as they come. To borrow the Dread Pirate Roberts phrase..."life is pain." Pain isn't always bad though...maybe it never is? When in pain you either become stronger or you recognize something is wrong.
I don't know what's causing this pain at all, but what I do know is that God continues to rain grace upon me and continues to bless me and He still chooses to use me for my service. This will never cease to amaze me. Life is good...it always is...
Time to step some things up and to take some action...and tons of prayer and listening.
It's a new day.
"You see, none of us choose our end really. A king may move a man, a father may claim a son. But remember that, even when those who move you be kings or men of power, your soul is in your keeping alone. When you stand before God you cannot say 'but I was told by others to do thus' or that 'virtue was not convinient at the time.' This will not suffice. Remember that."
-Kingdom of Heaven
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